She works so hard to suppress the stupid feeling that she has all these while. But only to find she's falling deeper into a dark hole with no limits...deeper than ever. Where's the bottom of the hole? Or it's like a galaxy with no end?
She doesn't understand why she needs to go through this. She hates to see people who are same like her, the usual human being, the same age, has different fate. Sometimes, she feels unstable; sometimes she is jealous and envy. Then she starts to wonder, and questions without answers pop out in her mind like ants coming out from a hole.Nobody sees her.
That's the most cruel thing for her, ever......
And she's wandering endlessly, helplessly and hopelessly....not knowing where to seek her happiness. Talking about happiness, she doesn't remember how it really feels to be happy anymore.
